I just wanna take this time out to thank everybody who showed up to my party, and all those who wished me a happy birthday.
Now, I will admit, this year's party was a bit lackluster because the place was fucking PACKED, since there were 3 other parties there, but I'm sure people still had fun, I know I did!! Of course there was some drama, as much as I hate the shit (I'll blog about that later), but as long as none of it was brought to me, I'm good money.
Now, on to what I like to call..DAMN!! I was fly!! I had to obviously go all out for this party: Earrings-$200.00 plus
Silver Bowtie from French Connection-$50.00
Black Levi 501 Jeans-$70.00
Gray Vest from Urban Outfitters-$60.00
Black Dress Shirt from Zara Men's collection-$30.00
"Luis Vuitton Millionaires" Sunglasses-$30.00
Gray/Siver Suede Supra Vaider seakers-$90.00
Silver Flud DJ Turntable watch-$70.00
Ok, maybe I didn't go all out as compared to other people, I ball on a budget lolol, but I did look good!!
All in all, it was a good birthday party, I'm finally 21, which means I'll go to bars like I've always been doing.
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease...Rated R Rockstar.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Lets vent...and I ain't talking Coors Light wide-mouth cans my nigga...
Alright motherfuckers....no intro or anything, lets get it.
Where the fuck do I fucking start...ok...lately there has been a lot of death surrounding me. Either in my family, or a friends family...I'm tired of it...death sucks dick. That's all I need to say about that.
School.....whats there to say, I'm not even in school now...I got temporarily dismissed and I don't even care. I fool my folks everyday that i have school. First, I just went to the city and shopped, or ran errands, now, I just go to the gym and they're none the wiser. I'll think about going back next semester....maybe.
I really don't like my family, I don't know why, but I don't. Every moment I spend away from them are precious moments to me. I know that if they were all tragically taken from me, I'd be devastated, but I just can't fucking stand them...they're always....there...judging me, complaining, talking....it makes me sick. Like, they expect me to run out and search high and low when they don't know where my brother is...fuck no. He's a big boy, call his cell. I'm pretty sure he's safe, and if he isn't then we're too late to try and do anything. He knows the way home. My grandmother makes me especially sick when she complains about him to me...like I give a flying fuck, he's not my son, talk to the motherfuckers who raised his bitch ass, not me, I only live for me, not anyone else. Selfish, I know, but I live and die alone, nobody is gonna hop into the coffin with me when I die.
Relationships.....hahaha...sensitive subject eh ? NOT! Do I want to be in one, part of me does, part of me doesn't...I'll just let the natural flow of tings take place...that's it.
Speaking of relationships...my ex-girlfriend, who's a year younger than me, is getting fucking MARRIED!!! To a guy five years older than her...now normally, that wouldn't be a problem, except that he's never had a job, he lives off of her money, and he hits her. Did i try to talk her out of it ? Fuck no, its her life, her decision, she lives with the consequences of her life choices. I have no right to tell her what to do and what not to do in her life. The only thing is now I feel a big, probably the biggest chapter of my life has just been slammed shut on me rather abruptly. I mean, we slept together in fucking January, there was always a slight connection that remained. I guess its a good thing that there's finally some type of closeure. I wish her all the best.
Now for the trivial shit. There's a show that I LOVE, its called Bad Girls Club. Only problem with the show is that everytime it comes on, it infuriates me, like, all the things I hate about women just boil up inside. The "fab five", as they so eloquently call themselves, pisses me off to no avail. They always complain about the Ambers, but they're worse people than them. The shit is fucking disgusting, almost makes me sympathize with the Chris Browns and Ike Turners of the world. Maybe this show brings out the inner mysoginist in me, because everytime I watch it, I become internally enraged. I know its only a show, and I know it isn't that serious, but I clearly have an issue of some sort lol.
After that, I saw some fat teens crying on Tyra, I asked myslef "who are these fat hoes on my television screen ?" I know, insensitive...WHO CARES ?!? I have no sympathy for the morbidly obese, they brought it upon themselves. If you don't want people making fun of you, stop crying and work out, eat healthy you fucking jabba the hut looking bitch!! /rant.
Well that was my MUCH NEEDED vent...Peace out cubscouts.
Rated-R-Rockstar!
Where the fuck do I fucking start...ok...lately there has been a lot of death surrounding me. Either in my family, or a friends family...I'm tired of it...death sucks dick. That's all I need to say about that.
School.....whats there to say, I'm not even in school now...I got temporarily dismissed and I don't even care. I fool my folks everyday that i have school. First, I just went to the city and shopped, or ran errands, now, I just go to the gym and they're none the wiser. I'll think about going back next semester....maybe.
I really don't like my family, I don't know why, but I don't. Every moment I spend away from them are precious moments to me. I know that if they were all tragically taken from me, I'd be devastated, but I just can't fucking stand them...they're always....there...judging me, complaining, talking....it makes me sick. Like, they expect me to run out and search high and low when they don't know where my brother is...fuck no. He's a big boy, call his cell. I'm pretty sure he's safe, and if he isn't then we're too late to try and do anything. He knows the way home. My grandmother makes me especially sick when she complains about him to me...like I give a flying fuck, he's not my son, talk to the motherfuckers who raised his bitch ass, not me, I only live for me, not anyone else. Selfish, I know, but I live and die alone, nobody is gonna hop into the coffin with me when I die.
Relationships.....hahaha...sensitive subject eh ? NOT! Do I want to be in one, part of me does, part of me doesn't...I'll just let the natural flow of tings take place...that's it.
Speaking of relationships...my ex-girlfriend, who's a year younger than me, is getting fucking MARRIED!!! To a guy five years older than her...now normally, that wouldn't be a problem, except that he's never had a job, he lives off of her money, and he hits her. Did i try to talk her out of it ? Fuck no, its her life, her decision, she lives with the consequences of her life choices. I have no right to tell her what to do and what not to do in her life. The only thing is now I feel a big, probably the biggest chapter of my life has just been slammed shut on me rather abruptly. I mean, we slept together in fucking January, there was always a slight connection that remained. I guess its a good thing that there's finally some type of closeure. I wish her all the best.
Now for the trivial shit. There's a show that I LOVE, its called Bad Girls Club. Only problem with the show is that everytime it comes on, it infuriates me, like, all the things I hate about women just boil up inside. The "fab five", as they so eloquently call themselves, pisses me off to no avail. They always complain about the Ambers, but they're worse people than them. The shit is fucking disgusting, almost makes me sympathize with the Chris Browns and Ike Turners of the world. Maybe this show brings out the inner mysoginist in me, because everytime I watch it, I become internally enraged. I know its only a show, and I know it isn't that serious, but I clearly have an issue of some sort lol.
After that, I saw some fat teens crying on Tyra, I asked myslef "who are these fat hoes on my television screen ?" I know, insensitive...WHO CARES ?!? I have no sympathy for the morbidly obese, they brought it upon themselves. If you don't want people making fun of you, stop crying and work out, eat healthy you fucking jabba the hut looking bitch!! /rant.
Well that was my MUCH NEEDED vent...Peace out cubscouts.
Rated-R-Rockstar!
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