Open Letter: The End Of Discussion.

To whom it may concern,

I'm typing this on my blackberry as I go to work. Now there seems to be a "problem" between me and a certain person, for what reason, idk why. Maye its because I have a smart mouth maybe its because she's overreacting to things, oh no, I got it!! TWITTER!! That's it, its all because of twitter, a stupid website, isn't that funny ? Nah, its actually more sad if you ask me. Let me start from the beginning: Yesterday I hit this certain person up on BBM, because I needed certain info for something nice I wanted to do for someone special. First thing she does is alert me that I didn't even greet, her, I have no problem with that, I didn't greet her first and that was rude of me, I apologized, let's move on. I get all the info I need and I'm like aight, I'm gonna start work now. Later on, she starts telling me about some book, so I'm like aight, she's gonna talk about an interesting book she's been reading, cool, WRONG!! She's talking about how in order for her to let go of things that are bothering her, she has to confront them, so she tells me she basically didn't accept my apology for when I said I thought she was "policing my tweets", how she's upset I haven't been changing like I said I would, she's still upset about things I tweet, and how I've been not speaking to her and shit as if I'm still a little upset. First thought I get is "oh no, not this shit, here we go again..." Well, let me tell you my thoughts on these "situations":

First off, if you don't think my apology was sincere enough, that's ok, because I knew it was. Maybe you thought it wasn't because you didn't see me "changing" as you would have liked to, but I thought about it, and I don't think I need to change that much.

My explanation for the policing statement: I think you invest way too much into what I write on twitter, when I'm getting asked 20 questions about any "suspect" tweets (pause) that I may have, how am I supposed to feel ? Its like I have to watch what I type because you're gonna take it the wrong way and get upset and badger me about a rediculous tweet. Case in point: when I tweeted I woke up with no pants, I tweeted that shit because I found it funny the previous nights proceedings went, but I figure you interpreted it as I woke up in some other broads bed and the reason I didn't have pants was beause I was smashing her out. I feel like I shouldn't have to: a. Explain every thing I tweet that you don't understand and b. Have to worry about what I tweet because you may take it the wrong way. I don't ever question what you or your crew tweets because I either don't care, or I don't care. Its fucking twitter, I'm not taking that shit as 100% gospel, so I don't see why you have to.

About this me being upset, not speaking to you or whatever. I, for one, thought everything was good gravy between all of us. Why haven't I spoken to you ? I don't really see you on aim like that anymore; didn't you just recently get back on the bbm swag ?; and I have tweeted at you numerous times, so I don't see how I've been "avoiding" you.

on this whole changing thing, I think this also has to do with a direct correlation to Twitter. I've been the same person I've always been, more or less, since you first met me on Dimples' 23rd birthday, you know, when you thought I was the drug dealer who hated you guys because I didn't say a word to you. You haven't "noticed" a problem with me until this twitter thing, which is rediculous because we've had plenty of QT where we got to know each other, that weekend I spent in L.I will always be dear to me because we bonded, you know the real me, you know you know that, yet for some reason, you want to judge me by what I tweet. I don't understand that at all, I don't know what you want me to do, sometimes I feel like you're an unofficial girlfriend with all the conversations about what's wrong with me that we've had. The shit is getting to be way too stressful, too drama filled, to exhausting for me to deal with. For what its worth, I don't think any less, or any differently of you, yet you feel that way about me.

Here, if you want to use any internet forum to base judgement on me with, use this blog, because this is the realest me you'll get in regards to a computer screen. Not twitter, never ever twitter. Here's how I rank wesites I take seriously: 1. My Blog 2. Every site but twitter, hell I even take facebook, Niketalk, and Kanye's blog more seriously than I take Twitter. So for you to know me, have spoken to me, know my physical presence, no pervo, yet still judge me based off of what I tweet baffles me to no avail. Yeah, I tweeted that I may need a disclaimer for what I post on twitter, do you think I'm wrong ? I know that upset you, but do you see what I'm saying ? You're reaction to my tweets in the past justifies my idea of having a disclaimer, well here it is: The ideas posted on Twitter of one Mr. Christopher E Stanley, are not the ideas truly believed by said person. Take ev everything he posts with a grain of salt, and rememberan at the end of the day, you know the real him, and this is just a flavor of the month website. Don't take it too seriously.

With hat said, I hope all this makes sense when you read it, because it made sense when I typed it. You may think I'm full of shit, but that's your prerogative at the end of the day, so peace and love.

Sincerely,
The Rated R Rockstar